(Tang Law by Jerson Samson)
It's a strange feeling, being here and now, at this very moment. How did we get to this? How did I get here --- without you?
The years just flew by in a blink of an eye. And I am here, sitting dazed and lost amidst the swirl of memories and feelings. I am startled by an epiphany: So much ... and nothing ... has changed.
I am stardust, propelled here and there by the sheer force of your life; disintegrating; inconsequential against the trail you left behind.
And, for a while that is a lifetime, I stood here rooted where you left me, dying a slow death. Endings, when left unattended, have a way of numbing everything.
Then there were the jolts; the jolts that woke me from my stupor; the repeated painful jolts that sloughed off the "me" with you.
You are gone.
And I am reborn.
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