Poetic Dose: Across My Universe

nothing or no one can
turn your world upside down,
burst your impregnable bubble,
steer your course into a different direction,
or shift your universe ... 
the way a child does ---
wonderfully
irrevocably.


ACROSS THE UNIVERSE - By Rufus Wainwright

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither wildly as they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my opened mind
Possessing and caressing me
Jai Guru Deva OM

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly as they make their way across the universe
Jai Guru Deva OM

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter, shades of life are ringing through my open ears
Inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on, across the universe
Jai Guru Deva OM

Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Poetic Doses: Restless Insomnia Nights

If I can avert a storm from its path,
I can surely calm the storm raging within your heart.

***
gift

little girl, little girl, don't cry
it will only hurt for awhile.
come, now, come; let us,
together, rock the pain away.

what is it you clutch
so tightly against your chest?
come, now, come; let us,
together, pry those hands open.

little girl, little girl, don't cry
open these tightly clenched fists.
come, now, come; let us,
together, let this button go.

little girl, little girl, don't cry
see, in this little box are your true gifts.
come, now, come; let us,
together, set free what's been waiting for you.

***
i am ready

some old habits are hard to break
but i am, finally, breaking free of you ...

finally, i am ready
to mourn you;
for eyes, washed with tears,
to see you for who you are;
for heart, unlocked,
to be unburdened of you;
for feet, on level ground,
to walk resolutely away.

finally, i am ready
to be loved;
beheld by eyes
that see me fully;
safe within the heart
that will cherish me;
dancing with feet
that will walk with me all my life.

finally, i am ready
to take flight;
to love, heart wide open,
unguarded.

and he will be there.
he
will be
here.

***
fool

what use is there
in letting your heart get broken
over and over and over
again?

what fool is there
who walks into a torture chamber
with eyes wide open
dancing?

only me
only for you
only then
but never again.

Reflection on Readings / Bigger Bear Series: What I Learned from "Storks"

 I like watching animated movies, which I consider modern day storybooks.  And I am grateful for the army of storytellers (armed with pens, inks, colors and sounds - in all forms) who work together, investing blood, sweat and tears into every production.  I honor you all!

For me, each animated movie is a wonderful work of art.  If a picture paints a thousand words, an animated film speaks volumes by enabling us to put down our guards just enough to reach into the depths of our souls.

"Storks" was no different.

So, what did I learn from it? A lot.  Summed up in five words:  Choices, Consequences, Hopefulness, Patience and Unstoppability.

• It's not easy making the right Choices all the time because ...

• We are given to selfishness.  Jasper fell inlove with baby Tulip that he wanted to keep her for himself.
• Society's wisdom and values are folly to God.  Hunter thought it was more profitable to just deliver objects and gadgets.  But the storks' true calling is to deliver babies! He also thought it was wise to fire Tulip.
• We are scared to make a stand.  Junior did not feel it right to fire Tulip, so he made a compromise by weaving a lie.

That is why we should always pray ...

Psalm 119:66

Teach me wisdom and knowledge, for in your commands I trust.

Psalm 119:125

I am your servant; give me discernment that I may know your decrees.

• For each choice, there is a Consequence and it does not just impact us ...

• Jasper's clouded judgement resulted to Tulip's beacon being broken, so she could not be delivered to her family.
• Hunter's decision made the Storks more profitable, but it also resulted to incomplete families around the world.
• Junior's web of lie spun out of control. We all know lies do that, so I won't expound anymore. Watch the movie (if you haven't) for an actual illustration of how bad a lie can get.

But each consequence is not as much a punishment as it is a lesson that points us to the right direction.

Psalm 119:71
It is good for me that I have been afflicted, that I may learn your statutes.
Job 42:5-6
I had heard of you by word of mouth, but now my eye has seen you. 6 Therefore I disown what I have said, and repent in dust and ashes.

• One choice does not define us.  It's the consolidation of all our choices (and, mind you, they're not all right) that do. Not all consequences are permanent.  And, even for those that are, there is always a way to make it right. Nothing is hopeless.  Choose to believe and remain Hopeful by allowing God to show you what He sees - that people can (positively) surprise you.
• Against all odds, Jasper looked for the pieces of the beacon.  And even when he couldn't find the final piece, he decided to make it right by offering to be Tulip's family.
• Nate's belief planted a seed of hope in his parents' hearts, that perhaps they would get stork baby delivery.
• Tulip remained hopeful that she would find her family.
• Junior, amidst all the mishaps, remained hopeful till the end that he would be able to deliver the baby to her parents.

Luke 10:23
Turning to the disciples in private he said, “Blessed are the eyes that see what you see.

• Some things take time to fix.  Some lessons take time to learn. "Stay the course" (Margaret, Once). Be Patient.
• It took 18 years for Jasper to have the opportunity to complete the delivery of Tulip to her family.
• Things never went as planned or within the target timelines, but Junior and Tulip eventually got to deliver the baby to the Gardner family.
• Tulip's parents didn't get the baby they wanted when they wanted it, but they did not stop living.  Then Tulip came, eighteen years later, but at the right time - because it had to be after she made all the mistakes that led to Storks going back to delivering babies.
• Don't stop, because God's Will (and the graces and blessings that go with it) is Unstoppable.  It will come.

Job 42:2

I know that you can do all things, and that no purpose of yours can be hindered.

Job 42:12

Thus the Lord blessed the latter days of Job more than his earlier ones.

Job 42:17

Then Job died, old and full of years.

Who would've have thought I'd learn so much from a children's animated film, huh? Just goes to show, that sometimes we find what we're looking for in the least likely places, when we least expect them. So, if you haven't found your "flock" (or whatever it is you're looking for) yet, remain hopeful because the happy ending (the bigger bear!) God has written for you is unstoppable.